Tuesday, December 28, 2010,6:52:00 PM
Seriously, I I feel like fuck now.
I got her bestfriend into trouble. But she didn't blame me. It makes me feel worse.
I'm really tired.
I fell asleep looking at our photos last night, but luckily, she didn't realise.=]
Seriously, what I really don't know anything, anymore.
Label me the worse guy ever please.
How I wished she never knew I loved her.Labels: I really hope I can make you realise.=]
Friday, December 24, 2010,1:53:00 AM
How will you feel, or what will you do if you realised that everything you once had was completely a lie? The feeling of betrayal? Will you cut wrist, drink bleach, drug overdose, jump from a building, or act ignorant? If ignorant is bliss, I can understand why there are that much unhappy ppl around me.Labels: Fcuk it la.
Wednesday, December 01, 2010,2:00:00 AM
This blog has been left unattended to for more than 2 yrs. Decided to delete away the old posts, to start afresh.
Is this really what I've wanted?
No answer.
But well, given me, I don't have the right to ask for anything more that what I'm having now right?
I do realise that I can't handle a relationship properly. Post-trauma? Might be. But being a grown up, I can't simply show my frail side at the likes of me, I guess.
Things are much different compare to when i was still one head-strong lad. No matter what, I have to keep going.
I'm tired. I do hope that I'm the one now having a shoulder to rely on. Someone who will be there for me no matter what happens.
Sounds crappy, I know.
所谓，
靠山，山会倒
靠人，人会跑。
Seriously makes some sense.
Labels: Is still alive.
